i'm listening to angela zhang's bu xiang dong de now!
lol..

in 10 days, i'm turning 18!
hmm.. a few days ago, when i visited my blog, i felt a sense of.. dno how to describe.. must be the same feeling tt ttj felt tt time..
OLD
sigh~ i think it's not old but a feeling of... loss?
loss of innocence, it's time to grow up, no longer like the childish self i was in the past..
dun really feel like growing up,
after attending the interview skill workshop,
it suddenly felt very real and near, tt i'd be deciding on my career in the future v soon..
tt scares me, cos i still dno wad i'm meant to do.. like wad i'm interested in is not exactly tt useful nor is it wad i'd wanna do in the future..
one thing i suddenly realise i like --> cooking!
hahah not tt i can just go off and take a cooking course and become a chef,
it takes way more than tt to become one, it takes time and skills and most imptly, it takes love and passion for the job..
i think tt is wad really scares me, the lack of passion and love for anything in me..
it's like i dun have the capacity to be more than interested in anything..
in chinese, it's called san fen zhong re du.. ):
nehmind, i shall wait till my bdae is over than i think more abt it..

wad shall we do after math blocks? haha we have 4 days to slack!
i mean 2 to slack, 2 to mug.. hahaha!
(: